Janie Ryman hates throwing up.
So why does she binge eat and then stick her fingers down her throat several times a day? That's what the doctors and psychiatrists at Golden Slopes hope to help her discover. But first Janie must survive everyday conflicts between the Barfers and the Starvers, attempts by the head psychiatrist to fish painful memories out of her emotional waters, and shifts in friendships and alliances among the kids in the ward.
In order to get better, Janie must talk about things she's admitted to no one-not even herself-in a daring journey to make herself well again.